Lately I have been wondering why I was still single. Why I’m still alone even though I’m happy. See, I’m already 29 and it has been more than 5 years since I last dated. This has been bothering me these past few years. Some of my friends knew about this and that it has been eating me every night. So my friend, Macon decided to tell me why. Let me share the letter that She gave me Last June17, 2014.
June 17, 2014
3:20 PM
Kris,
I never once believe the idea that “Love will find you” or “You just have to wait”. For me, that’s bullshit. I don’t mean to offend you because I know that you believe in that kind of stuff, but if you really think about it; it just doesn’t seem right.
For me Kris it’s this: Finding LOVE means you have to take action. They say that love will just suddenly stare you in the face while you’re doing your grocery, mowing your lawn, while you’re at the club or at the movies. The point is you are still doing something, right? You are not just “literally” waiting sitting at home watching your favorite series while lounging on the couch. Love won’t come knocking on you door. Unless there is this hot delivery guy who is single and very much attracted to you. I guess that will be the only exception.
Love for me is a “consciously unconscious effort” of finding or attracting someone to notice you…your looks and those that “mean more”. I’m not the type to “just sit and wait”. You know me, I’m a go-getter. I guess you have to be like that sometimes.
Do you still remember how I met Robbie? Well let me remind you. Robbie and I met last 2008. He is this good looking guy with an awesome job and is close to his siblings and parents. (Stop smiling okay!? lol)
Every time Rob and I see each other there is this spark..this chemistry that I cannot explain. So I just decided to ask him out. Thinking that if I won’t take action I may not have another chance. So I mustered up the courage and I asked him out.
I was amazed about all the things I found out about him. There is really more to Robbie than just looks.
We had coffee on a very beautiful Wednesday morning. (Yah! I know your gagging right know but just finish reading through this okay. lol) It was hot but it was a bit windy too. We started chatting about His favorite blend and everything or anything that involves “coffee”, then about his work, the things he loves to do, sports he would like to try someday, all the places he would like to visit, the things he would like to give or do for his family, how he wanted to support a niece through college and help the baseball team he was coaching to look for funds for their team shirt.
I have never met a guy who is that talkative and passionate about his life. (I know what your thinking! I also shared something about me). It was around lunch when we decided to part ways. This time he asked me out after that “meeting”. (Guess what Rob told me!? Of course you may ask him this yourself. Lol.) He told me this Kris, “I’ve never met a person like you Macon. I haven’t met anybody with whom I felt completely comfortable sharing all the things I just told you. Well, not until today.” Robbie was smiling from ear to ear when he told me that! I later found out that Robbie also likes me he was just too shy to ask me out. Thank God I asked him out!
See.. if I did the same thing you are doing right now, which is to “just wait and see”, I wouldn’t have met Robbie. I wouldn’t have met this wonderful man who would eventually be my husband.
So good luck with your consciously unconscious effort looking for yours.
I’ll be home for Beth’s Birthday. Hope to see you soon!
XOXO
Macon